I have woke up and gone to bed with anxiety just sitting in my chest for the past 4 days. Ive been so depressed all I want to do is sleep. I almost cried walking to class today bc I was late and my mom had yelled and bitched at me. Im having to pretty much force myself to eat at times, and getting out of bed is the most difficult. Things that usually make me happy havent even fazed me, lately. I am popping my xanax like candy bc I cant handle anything anymore. Im scared and my demons are quite stronger than I am right now.